ambivalent
am·biv·a·lent
/æmˈbıvələnt/ adj [more ~; most ~]
: having or showing very different feelings (such as love and hate) about someone or something at the same time
He felt ambivalent about his job. [=he both liked and disliked his job]
He has an ambivalent relationship with his family.
She has a deeply/very ambivalent attitude about/to/toward religion.
The senator is ambivalent about running for president. [=the senator has not decided whether or not to run for president]
am·biv·a·lence /æmˈbıvələns/ noun [ noncount ]
He feels some ambivalence about/toward/towards his job.
am·biv·a·lent·ly adj
He spoke ambivalently about his feelings for his family.
